So far thing’s had been topsy-turvy in the last couple months. It’s been bad to the worst to the good and the best. Seems like life literally graphs itself depending on what happens right? Seemingly I made the most crucial sacrifice back in 2011 to support my mom. As far as things go, It’s always family first. 

So I look at the new year with a whole lot of expectations for myself. There’s a lot to learn, a lot of people to meet and learn from and whole new year to immerse myself in strengthening bonds and my confidence. There’s too much too look forward to but as they always say nowadays..”You Only Live Once”. If that’s the case it’s time to push harder for 2012 and be different, to achieve great things and do good. Passion will be my goal for this year, to show how much I love what I’m doing. Determination comes naturally and if that never fails then my confidence will definitely come by in a heartbeat. Great people and great memories, that’s what I had in 2011 but now it’s a new year, time to start on a new page of life. I’ll just let the music play through it’s notes and melodies and dance along with it. 

-sayco

It is truly natural that friends come and go, I know I’ve lost so much friends throughout the years I lived here. Some of them, I really want to get back and I’m so willing to work it out again. Most of them, I just knew I had to let go. There’s a reason for everything right? I guess there’s always a reason on wanting to get them back and letting them go. Most likely the most important reason for me on wanting to get them back is that I truly miss them. The people I really want to get back are people who’ve made an impact in my life. They made me to the person I am today, I really wish I could go back in time and quite possibly take back the things I said, gave forgiveness or just took the initiative to make our friendship grow. I really believe that friends go so that somebody better can come in to your life, but I mean if I really wanted that person to stay I wouldn’t let our friendship just end like that. The honest reality to what I think is important in our relationship as friends is being there for one another. That’s why people just click in into being best friends and what not. Once again, to the people that I want to gain back, I miss it. I definitely missing being me with them.

Damn, today was hectic but wow, it was actually so inspiring and fulfilling. Being at dance practice today made me feel so much better. Learning from @aleadecastro was actually an honor. Having her as the guest teacher for this week was actually dope! We learned so much more other than just the choreography she made. Her and @TaughtN actually made me realize and remember the reason(s) I’m dancing. This isn’t only just to get to 1st place or to get that 1st prize. Training and growing along with your teammates is surely fulfilling enough but knowing that it affects almost everything you do is a blessing. Basically we won’t know if we’ve improved by ourselves but other people can see it and they know since they can see the difference. I know that dance isn’t something that my life depended on right now but it’s one of the main reasons why I’m happy, why I’m content with life. All in all, today I realized and remembered why I keep dancing. These reasons can’t be explained by anything but me, so I’ll just show it through my passion. Also, thank you @DannyBoiTO for also inspring me to be better. Realization really does bring motivation and inspiration back to your mind when you needed it the most. This is why I’m thankful for having my family. @C2GENESYS.

First let me start this off with saying TGIF !

I already started by bomb ass weekend since yesterday there was no school, now I just didn’t go to school because I know what to do with my homework and all. Today’s going to be hectic though since I have to go back to school for a meeting regarding KAIROS, this retreat I’m going to for 4 days. For 4 days I won’t have any contact with the social world and will be focused on that retreat. I must say I’m pretty excited. Right when we return from Kairos on Friday, we have to rush to Wellesley Community Centre for an assessment regarding STOMP. Me, @jsphmrm and Elegado will be so damn tired but its time to finish this audition piece. Its really looking good though, now we just have to configure another formation and all and we’ll be set. Sunday’s the last practice for the assessment and then the rest of the week will be chill. Tonight, I have training from 5 - 9 and probably eat dinner after. Good thing I had a good sleep since I can survive today! Anyways that’s about it for now I may update this later. Ciao!

Sometimes you just get those kinds of days that are really productive and fun. It’s really fun to just end the day with a smile cuz’ you know you did something good and you had fun doing it. So basically today was like I don’t know, I guess it was something like that but it made me remember my childhood and my past. So volunteering for the artic games that my school hosted gathered around 300+ kids from 10 different elemtary schools. We set up stations on our field and we prepared the things that essential to the success of the day, to bring happiness to kids. So my job was a floater, basically you do anything you want help or whatnot, and when rotations for the stations kicked off I went to help outside. Happiness is somehow contagious because if a large group of people that are happy surrounds you, it just channels through everyone y’know ? So that happened and now the kids made me think back to my childhood when everything was great and the fact that we’re quite oblivious around that age, yet we were so curious. Now, no matter how things go and end up it’ll always be one thing that will make me realize all over and over and over again, that we are getting old. I guess maturity counts and all but we’re gonna miss everything, seriously. So I played tug of war with the young ones and it was really fun and all. It was just great to catch a glimpse when we were young back then . Singing the Captain Planet theme song was so great too :)